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Bunderan Senayan. Taken on August, 30th 2012

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Dusty Rusty Blog

Uff... This blog is the same as my desk. Dusty! It has been a long time. A year maybe? Almost. It's 9 months and 2 weeks, I guess. So many things have changed in that time. Many. Let's make a list about that, shall we? I want to know how much have I learned.

1. I moved out from my parents' house. For me who can do nothing, what a brave thing to do, ha?

2. I have learned to cook. Still learning everyday actually. I have got to learn, to be exact since no one can cook for me now. I brought my recipe collection to my new house, but many of them are about cakes, brownies. I browsed for recipe and printed it, but there are too many papers and one time our house got flood so I had to put them in the bin. Then I bought recipe book to help me. This book really helps. I bought another book because I got bored of cooking the same thing for months. In all these months, some of my cooking turned out good, some turned out not good and few turned out delicious. Well, I can only think of one that turned out delicious. It was when I made roulade for a little reunion at home with friends and their family. Everyone said it was delicious and they even asked me for the recipe. Quite proud of myself that day :D That's one and maybe only one of my success story. The other day, I tried to bake steamed banana cake and it was a disaster. The last one to steamed ended up burned and my steamer was... also burned of course. It was burned till there was a hole in the steamer! The temperature was too high and I forgot to add water in it. And voila, I have got to buy a new one.

2. I try to do the house chores regularly. I made myself a schedule in order to make the house clean and comfortable to live in. My schedule starts at evening. It's when I prepare ingredients to be cooked for tomorrow morning. I chop onion, garlic, grind ginger, turmeric, pepper, wash vegetables, put them all in a separate bowl and place it in the chiller. At night, the hardest part of my routine. I have to grab my recipe book and choose what is the menu for tomorrow. Sometimes I had to think for a whole day to choose one. When it's done, that's a moment when I can sleep peacefully. Kidding, I always sleep peacefully. The next day, after morning prayer, I cook what I have prepared and get a lunch box to put them in. Yes, we bring lunch for work. This way helps to save money. Breakfast? I make tea and sometimes toast or bubur kacang hijau and ketan hitam that I have cooked the night before. After cooking, time to buy groceries just a few houses away from my house. It doesn't take too long since I already have lists. Then time to clean up the house. Sweep the floor, wipe it, do the dishes, laundry. Usually at 9 or 10 I can get all done. In the afternoon, at 2pm I do the ironing and then have some rest till afternoon where I start over my daily routine. 

3. I baked a lot now. I have bought a mixer with a bowl that I have always dreamed of LOL. I bought it at TIP TOP supermarket and they got a good price on this item so I bought it right away. Not only that, I have now mini cake molds, big cake mold (18cm), serving plates. I still dream of an oven. I need it and want it so I can bake chocolate lava cake or anything that needs to be in the oven. I saw a good price of an electric oven Sharp Libre, but I forgot in which supermarket LOL. I wish I have a free standing oven, but it cost me a fortune. Fairy godmother, you know what I want for birthday.

What else to add in the list? Nothing more. I wrote long enough.

PS. I realized this is going to be the first blog in 2013. A first blog in October! >_<

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When I Was...

Posted on English Club by Camelia on December 11, 2012

I'm holding on your picture and remembering those times when...

When I was a baby of one year old, you were feeding me, cleaning me and I thanked you...
by crying all night!

When I was almost two years old, you were helping me to walk and I thanked you...
by escaping from you when you were calling me!

When I was three years old, you were preparing food to me with all your love, and I thanked you...
by throwing down my dish!

When I was four years old, you were giving me pens and color pens to learn writing and drawing, and I thanked you...
by writing and drawing on home walls!

When I was five years old, you were wearing me the best clothes you could buy, and I thanked you...
by feeling ashamed between kids!

When I was seven years old, you gave me a ball to play with, and I thanked you...
by breaking house windows and furniture!

When I was eight years old, you cooked a cake for me, and I thanked you...
by making my dress dirty with it!

When I was nine years old, you bought me story books, and I thanked you...
by ripping them!

When I was eleven years old, you were taking me to the zoo, and I thanked you...
by having fun with my friends all time!

When I was thirteen years old, you advised me not to put make up, and I thanked you...
by saying: "You don't know much about mode!"

When I was fifteen years old, you asked me about my friends fearing for me and I thanked you...
by shouting: "It's not your business!"

Oh my! Why I'm being so mean like this!
That's not me!!

OK, let's continue... But, I don't want! You do it if you want... When I was twenty... Huh! Carry on!

My feelings are controlling me and my tears are not stopping from falling down... I'm going to my mother to ask her to forgive me and to thank her...
by kissing and hugging her!

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Doesn't it make your eyes teary after reading this? All those heartbreaks that your mom had, the messes you have created... There must be some guilty feeling inside, huh? :D Well, just a little help to make you feel a bit relieve, those things are normal things to do for children and some of the things mentioned up there can grow the seeds of creativity in you, for example drawing all the home walls. And... who doesn't make their dresses dirty when they cook? So are you feeling better now? :D Anyways, it is a good reminder of your mom, isn't it?

For every mothers, Happy Mother's day!


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First Attempt on Photoshop

Years ago I tried to edit a photo using photoshop with a tutorial I have found on internet. Here it is, my first attempt. This photo was taken in 2009, few days after Eid, at Kota Tua. You might see the museum behind.


So what do you think? I was quite proud with it lol. Not bad for one who is not familiar with photoshop eh? :p I am going to do more later after I found a good pic and an easy tutorial to follow :D

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Did You Know?

Sometimes we feel alone. Alone and lonely, like you don't have someone to rely on. Like no one is by your side or no one is there for you when you need them. Lonely in heart, is much worse than lonely in physical as you really are alone with no one is around. 
(Geez, I searched for a pic in google images for "lonely" and it shows too many depressing pics lol. I don't want to spend too much time picking on a pic there as so not to get infected with the "dark feeling" of being lonely lol)
This is what I meant with lonely in physical. Alone. Being alone like this is not always bad, because sometimes we need it. We need to take a break from everything: life, work, traffic jam, people, everything! Here you can ease your mind, relax and enjoy your time doing whatever you like.
Lonely in heart is like in the pic above. You are in the crowd, but somehow feeling lonely and don't feel the love from people around you nor feel being loved by them. Something is missing inside your heart and you want it to be filled. But how? A company of a friend or people you love might work. Well it work most of the time actually.
And here is the one million dollar question. Do you know people who love you and care for you? Do you know to whom you will go for when you are feeling lonely? Some people just don't realize that they are loved so they do not know where to go when they are feeling lonely.
So, can you answer my question?
Do you know who really love and care for you to be with you and accompany you in your alone and lonely mode?

If you can answer and you are sure with it then be happy. Be grateful for having them around you. Now that you know there are people who love and care for you, you can set your priority for them. Do not take them for granted. They might not always be by yourside forever, so use your time well while they are still around. Should you forget their birthday, it's ok but don't let that hold you from sending them a belated birthday wishes. Well, do your best for those who love you for they might have also done their best for you, always try to bring you up whenever you are down, support you, and help you to let the best out of you.
Be grateful for what you have. Cherish it. Cherish every moments with them.


Update on Oct 20th:
Thought I need to clarify this: I am not talking about me in this blog. People who have read this have asked me why did I write it and was I feeling lonely. :D :D Dude, let me tell ya, it is not about me. I wrote it as a reminder that there are people to whom we can share our feelings, who is always there for us and willing to help us. 

Well, good thing is this blog at least has helped me to find out to whom I can be certain of ;)


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Soon to be... ME!

Ever thought one day you will lose yourself somehow and you are being someone new? Someone you never knew and someone you never wanted to be. You restrict yourself. You don't feel at ease meeting new people. You don't even feel comfortable at being you! You don't hang out often. You pull yourself from people around. You hide from them and even if you meet them you take distance. But hey, don't know why I feel like I can change to be the old me!! Yup, the real me. ME! ^_^

I may have to learn to be me bit by bit until eventually I will become the one that I know. A person I am familiar and enjoy to be with. I can't wait! ^_^ Even I can feel a bit of the old myself now writing it down :D I can feel the emotion! ^_^ I can't wait to be free from what hold me all this time whatever that is lol.

Why does it need time? Well, have you ever heard a story about an elephant and a rope? When the elephant was still a little, it was tied with a rope and it could not let itself go though it was trying hard. Then the elephant stopped trying knowing its effort has turned to nothing though with its power after it has grew older and bigger, it could break the rope and run away. So it is more to mentality problem. The same as mine. I have believed this and that for some time. This is why I need time to change my mentality as well which is not so easy and I need to be reminded time by time.

Well... let's start it now. Let's start it today. Let's be me. You should also be who you are. In time we will see you as a free and a happy girl.

Look at her. She look pretty doesn't she? That is because she looks happy. I feel peace when I see her and it reminds me a bit of how I want to be when I am old. To be happy and pretty lol. She also reminded me of my late grandmother who has passed away.


A happy girl is the prettiest. That is what I always believe. :)

So...
don't stop being you because you are wonderful.



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