Ever thought one day you will lose yourself somehow and you are being someone new? Someone you never knew and someone you never wanted to be. You restrict yourself. You don't feel at ease meeting new people. You don't even feel comfortable at being you! You don't hang out often. You pull yourself from people around. You hide from them and even if you meet them you take distance. But hey, don't know why I feel like I can change to be the old me!! Yup, the real me. ME! ^_^
I may have to learn to be me bit by bit until eventually I will become the one that I know. A person I am familiar and enjoy to be with. I can't wait! ^_^ Even I can feel a bit of the old myself now writing it down :D I can feel the emotion! ^_^ I can't wait to be free from what hold me all this time whatever that is lol.
Why does it need time? Well, have you ever heard a story about an elephant and a rope? When the elephant was still a little, it was tied with a rope and it could not let itself go though it was trying hard. Then the elephant stopped trying knowing its effort has turned to nothing though with its power after it has grew older and bigger, it could break the rope and run away. So it is more to mentality problem. The same as mine. I have believed this and that for some time. This is why I need time to change my mentality as well which is not so easy and I need to be reminded time by time.
Well... let's start it now. Let's start it today. Let's be me. You should also be who you are. In time we will see you as a free and a happy girl.
Look at her. She look pretty doesn't she? That is because she looks happy. I feel peace when I see her and it reminds me a bit of how I want to be when I am old. To be happy and pretty lol. She also reminded me of my late grandmother who has passed away.
A happy girl is the prettiest. That is what I always believe. :)
So...
don't stop being you because you are wonderful.
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